sheeeeeeeeep!

dear bay bay! miss you :)

woke up in the middle of the night.. its about 4am... and realised that you and sheep are not by my side...

what has happened to my life???

this is really going to take a while to adjust...

bayyyyy....

it seems like one of those times when i couldn't sleep so decide not to force myself to sleep... woke up... random thoughts raced through my mind... then i started coughing... and realised i was hungry... fed myself with some bread and cereal.... read a few pages of the economist... pa woke up cuz of the lights i think)... realised i have to write to you...

bayyy... we really should meet up soon...

it is soooo different without you...

i love you...

thoughts of bee

i wander if bay still comes here? bay is in california now, i miss him dearly :) and sheeeeeep too! hmm..bay is really an integral part of my life now, it always feels like something is missing when i don't get to hug bay at beginning and end of the day. 

BAY

BAYYYY...

love you. you're not coming home today again. missing you already!