baby sorry for emo-ing you yesterday and being all whiny and all and i promise i'll be stronger and not miss u so much and not do that again. you're already giving me so much time and attention what more can i ask for. im scared the deeper i fall in love with u, the greater the hurt that might come one day. but im really counting my blessings and im so incoherent today and i bet when u read this post it'll be loonng looooong later and everything will be ok and baby is just as chirpy and cheerful again. everyone has their bad days now and then i guess it was just urs and i tried to make it better but instead made it worse. i didnt mean it to be tt way but i just wanna say...
i love you, my baby kun.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Saturday, January 5, 2008
you are the light of my 2008!
baby dear.... i am writing this to you amidst the electricity shut down in linacre college
it is pure darkness except for the faint emergency lights which guided my way up to my level. i see no point going into my room because it is super dark inside. so i l just lie close to the big windows outside my flat where i can see some orange street lights. i just called up andy the maintenance manager and he says they are having a bit of a struggle but they can see the end of the work, which should happen in less than an hour.
baby dear i wish i can write this on the blog direct but my 'airport' could get any signal. so i ll do it on note pad first.
do you know that you have been really wonderful?
do you know that no one has ever loved me like you did?
the sweet innocence, yet at times playful really touches my soft spots. like you often put it, i am also on a cloud of bliss, and i am not sure when someone or something may burst it. but i want to tell you that even if that happens, this has been the most joyful ride of my life and i am glad that it happened. our lives can be seen as temporal as a vapour. after all the universe keeps evolving, and we are just a passing stroke, so how can we ever hope to conquer this timeless demon? still, i hope that through faith in God, we may constantly renew our spirits and keep moving forward, no matter how transient everything may seem. happiness awaits us, as long as we keep actively pursuing it. i will do my every best and i hope that this blissful cloud just gets bigger and we ll be able to bring more people on it, yet not feeling squeezy at all.
baby... actually i am not tt jia lat la.. i have water, nibbies... i am warm... i have computer which buys me a few more hours.... but i just want to tell you that in a psuedo crisis like this... the first person that comes to my mind is you!!
it has been a year of miracles.... 2007... and i truly believe that success builds on... happiness grows... and young people like us will keep growing... so... just feel free to gambatte and i ll do my best to complement you ok? :)
no fanciful cards or gifts for our 1 year i must apologize. amidst the slience, i see new strength and new joy in the relationship, something which tangible items cannot commemorate. it needs no ostentatious celebration because it can be truly felt within the heart.
nerdy and hot baby
i love you
baby kun
"it is through darkness that we may appreciate the beauty of the night sky."
it is pure darkness except for the faint emergency lights which guided my way up to my level. i see no point going into my room because it is super dark inside. so i l just lie close to the big windows outside my flat where i can see some orange street lights. i just called up andy the maintenance manager and he says they are having a bit of a struggle but they can see the end of the work, which should happen in less than an hour.
baby dear i wish i can write this on the blog direct but my 'airport' could get any signal. so i ll do it on note pad first.
do you know that you have been really wonderful?
do you know that no one has ever loved me like you did?
the sweet innocence, yet at times playful really touches my soft spots. like you often put it, i am also on a cloud of bliss, and i am not sure when someone or something may burst it. but i want to tell you that even if that happens, this has been the most joyful ride of my life and i am glad that it happened. our lives can be seen as temporal as a vapour. after all the universe keeps evolving, and we are just a passing stroke, so how can we ever hope to conquer this timeless demon? still, i hope that through faith in God, we may constantly renew our spirits and keep moving forward, no matter how transient everything may seem. happiness awaits us, as long as we keep actively pursuing it. i will do my every best and i hope that this blissful cloud just gets bigger and we ll be able to bring more people on it, yet not feeling squeezy at all.
baby... actually i am not tt jia lat la.. i have water, nibbies... i am warm... i have computer which buys me a few more hours.... but i just want to tell you that in a psuedo crisis like this... the first person that comes to my mind is you!!
it has been a year of miracles.... 2007... and i truly believe that success builds on... happiness grows... and young people like us will keep growing... so... just feel free to gambatte and i ll do my best to complement you ok? :)
no fanciful cards or gifts for our 1 year i must apologize. amidst the slience, i see new strength and new joy in the relationship, something which tangible items cannot commemorate. it needs no ostentatious celebration because it can be truly felt within the heart.
nerdy and hot baby
i love you
baby kun
"it is through darkness that we may appreciate the beauty of the night sky."
Friday, January 4, 2008
one year :)
baby dear! happy 1 year and 1 day :) just simply love you more and more each day, nothing makes me happy more than seeing and being with you :)
i hope that our relationship will keep on going strong, through rain or shine, i'll keep on loving and supporting you with all my heart and soul...
loved dinner at Nobu yesterday! yum yum...mindblowing black cod with miso, peruvian steak with chu-co sauce, eggplant and shitake tempura, sake, and the dessert! green tea-ramisu and fuji apple with soy sauce toffee, crumble and (dunno wad) japanese grape ice cream! hmmmmm....well done:) the babies did it again!
and so lets embark on another journey in 2008 ok? lets not expect too much or want too much out of it- let it just be simple, happy and healthy one for both of us. thats all i ask for:)
love,
baby chan
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